My days are slow right now. There is nothing to do but wait. That's all I do, is sit around and wait. Tomorrow I am working my last shift at Salad.works (thank god), so that will be something to do. But all of my other free time is spent sitting, staring, thinking, crying, peeing (hey, it's true), sleeping, and wishing. My life has become a big blob of nothing, and I think it intends to stay that way until Wednesday or Thursday.
I got to talk to Em for awhile on the phone last night. That was good, but still pretty painful, as I am just so torn up about everything. I've never hurt like this before. I just want her to come home. I am ready for her to come home.