"If we do not love, then the love we love would not be love"

Sometimes life is just too much for someone to handle by themselves.  I am so incredibly lucky to have the people that I have in my life.  Right now, I am going through this whirlwind of emotions and things are happening that are completely out of my control.  I feel so helpless.  

PACAA was interesting.  Overall, it went well and the kids had an amazing time.  I did my job well, despite the fact that I was sick and horribly depressed.  I have never worked so hard in my life to slap a fake smile on my face and find the energy to sing silly songs.  

I made the comment last night that I feel like someone is pounding my body and my spirit with a sledgehammer.  I just want to run as fast as I can in any direction and not stop until I hit the ocean.  

I'm taking things day by day, however, I haven't been spending much time around computers or internet.  So it might be a few days before my next post.  

Thanks for understanding.  

Love to everyone.

Kristen