I feel like I'm going to burst with energy, yet every time I actually have to do something,
I just want to stay curled up on the couch under the quilt. I have watched The Price is Right almost every single day for the last two weeks. I'm not being pathetic - that's not it at all. I actually do get out of the house everyday. And I'm generally happy. I just feel completely unstimulated.
And I want to start volunteering at A.I. duPont Children's Hospital... but I am really anxious about it. Not about seeing sick children... sadly, I think I'm almost desensitized to that... I guess it's more that it will remind me of Liam to be there. There are tons of books there that have a sticker on the front with a photo of him. The Kanes always do a big book drive in his memory.
Some days, I still can't believe he's gone.